Lately I've been faced with quite the conundrum and am still finding no easy solution. I have this urge that my life is meant for more than what I am doing, that God has much bigger plans for me. I am faced with various talents and abilities that He has given me and I know that He means me to use these for the good of His Kingdom. But how? Where? What? Here I sit, closing in on 33 years old much more quickly than I care to admit and I still don't know. I used to be so certain of what God's call was on my life, but now I wonder if I heard Him correctly. Everytime it seemed that I was to move forward EVERYTHING fell apart, there were so many roadblocks and no open windows. So now, I wonder, did I hear Him correctly? What is my purpose in this life? Why did God place me on this earth? What are His plans for my life? My plans honestly do not matter. The only thing that really matters in this life is God's plan for me and my doing my best to live my life according to that plan. We are God's creation, here for His purpose, He created us to worship and serve Him. The worship part is easy, the serve part can prove more tricky. Sure, I serve Him in small ways, daily, but I know there is more that He wants from me! And I also know that until I discover what that is I will forever be in this state of limbo.
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